i'm physically, mentally and emotionally strained. it's been a long time since i really had time to just slumber and enjoy the comfort of my 'stinky pillow' and blankie. it hasn't been all good... not when work is playing a major part of adding up the stress level. alot of times i start to wonder... wonder if this is what i really want... how it should really be...
of course, work isn't the only reason or factor to however i am feeling right now. there are just so many other things on my mind. so many that i choose to shut myself off. this has always been a place where i can just say anything i want. it should be this way isn't it? my very own space to vent my frustrations. right? even if i do offend anyone here... you can choose not to read it right? but i haven't been doing that. all i have done is just keep everything to myself. why?
what we went through... it isn't the longest of times... it isn't short either. we shared so much and it means so much. whatever happened or whatever happens, my love for you has never changed and it never will.
*I love you.
*cheRyl
-xxx-
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