frustrated... thankful... insane...

i'm seriously that close to banging my head against the freaking wall! this whole dissertation thingy is draining my bloody brain cells when i really don't have much to begin with. argh...... i hate getting stuck! it's frustrating and when i'm frustrated, i just wish the world will leave me alone! cause i wouldn't want to snap at anyone. and knowing myself, i can snap. anytime now. lol...

facing four walls is not exactly the healthiest thing to do but under such circumstances, there isn't much of a choice so i'm really thankful that my dearest 38 ling pulled me out of my sickening pathetic room on friday evening. well, of course i wanted to stay put in my gloomy lil room with no forms of entertainment whatsoever but being her, she had to put the friendship on the line and say if she don't see me at the bus stop at 1725 hrs, she will be fuming mad! so ta da.... dinner at cafe de paris was perfect!!! good food and perfect company and when i returned home, i was just feeling thankful for having such a ridiculously good at threatening friend - ms 38 ling! (:

alright... so i was stuck in my room for the weekends. what else? i don't really have a life here and considering that all my friends are busy digging their heads into the tonnes tonnes of journals and books makes me even a sadder person! lol... but whatever it is, here's to everyone!

GO GO 加油！！！

i need to do a lil dance! or jump around! my 38 say it's good for health! yada yada...